well, i wanted to perma quit blogging cus i always only resort to blogging when im realli sad. bt now. looks lik i have to blog again . cus im sad and no 1 is here to hear mii out. i have no 1 . no 1 in tis whole wide worldy to listen to mii.
jus to listen to mii for. 1 min. no 1 will. no 1 ever will. haiz.
im sad. im sad. cus. jelousy is getting on my nerves again. i dunno.if i realli died 1 day. i wonder. whether my frens are going to regret nt spending some. talking time wih mii. i wonder. i realli wonder.

i know im nt as gd as him. forget abt it. we can nvr be gd frens again. =)

鱼与熊掌，不可兼得。你，选吧。

maybe. i realli lik dat alwaya ba. tts y i dun deserve ur love. im such a failure.

sometimes, i jus feel it so hard. to tok to some ppl.
i dunno y. i jus get sooooo jealous of others so easily. i wonder y too.
i jus always feel. tt. dey treat mii differently. i dunno. i jus find it tiring for mii.
someday i will die. in tt fateful coffin of mine. i shall rest. for eternity.

我。
我太自我了吗？
我太。
敏感了吗？
我不懂。
知觉告诉我。
我该项含羞草般。
管起来。
保护我。
虽然我不想。
做个窝囊王八蛋。
但，
我也。
无言以对。